12/14/07
the semester ended yesterday, what a relief. i kicked ass on all four of my finals... in fact, i think i did better on my finals than i did on the majority of my previous tests.
im coming down with something quite unlike what i usually get when the weather turns this cold. although i definitely prefer the slight sinus pressure to the aching throat it replaced, the intense sense of melancholy is all but pleasant.
in reality i cannot blame the afore mentioned melancholy as a result of this baby illness. it would be more accurate to factor in my inability to feel stable or to settle into life as it is in any sort of fashion. i willingly walk into situations that not only have friends and family advised against, but both voices in my head as well.
